These Robots have it wired around here..

Everyone: Get down tonight.

Sun, 21 Dec 2008 22:29:40 GMT

It's a shame you can't keep people in your life.
It's even worse when they don't even try.
What the hell.
Maybe it's me.
Yes, it's probably me.
To hell with me, right?
Yeah. I believe it.
I believe that you think it.
I know you know.
So just sit there and pretend like you feel bad, if you even read this.
Like I care if you do.
Actually, I do or else I wouldn't be writing it.
I miss you. But I don't love you.
Good riddance, I wish.

"And there's nothing really that I can say
Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays from network and it's affiliates.
So where's the divide?"
-Against me!

It's Christmas time, but it might as well be March for the way I feel.

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Fri, 17 Oct 2008 19:41:44 GMT

Oh, how our lives change so suddenly in love and tragedy. What a mystery.

Obama IS your momma.

Mon, 13 Oct 2008 22:05:22 GMT

Things are looking up.
We got a 62.15 at our last competition, about a 15 point jump.
That's extraordinary right.
And I have this little operation hook-up thing going on.
And guess what?
As of now, it's working. yes, I have a plan that may actually work.
I kicked my Pre-calc test's ass. Or at least I think I did. I feel as though I did.
I have a Chinese e-pal. That's pretty frickin' sweet.
I'm going to NY in March.

Life is good for this little bit, I'm waiting for something bad to happen.
Not too much though, that'd be letting this opportunity go by.

Happy "That's What she Said day"
May the vulgarity be spread on to you.

REMEMBER.

Thu, 25 Sep 2008 23:48:53 GMT

the killer by mobile.

P.S. I think you're a lunatic.

Wed, 17 Sep 2008 22:38:48 GMT

SoOOOOOoooOOOOoooOOO anyway.
Homecoming Friday. I suppose I'm excited. Kind of. Okay, no. Not really... Not at all.
Competition Saturday. I'm hoping we kick butt, but that never really happens the first competition of the season. But I'm feeling confident about it. It's not as hard as it used to be. Go out, have fun. Enjoy that 7-8 minutes. Sweat it out.
Not so much fun to sweat it out at 7am and then going through school all day like that.. That's downright gross. And everyone knows it. So if you see sweaty faces at like, 9am, you know it's a band kid. Or someone who has problems with stairs. You can never be sure.

And then there's tomorrow:
7am.
School.
Float Building.
Carnations.
Memorization check.
And I get home sometime around 8:30.
Then I do my homework.
And I will be done with my day approximately 11.
I think I'm going to go insane.
And I'm not even in AP Bio. HA! Poor children that are..

School's a bore.

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Wed, 17 Sep 2008 19:12:09 GMT

IF YOU WERE DEAD OR STILL ALIVE. I don't care. I don't care. Just in ahead and leave this all behind cuz I swear. I don't care.

exert.

Mon, 15 Sep 2008 21:28:39 GMT

"I have wept for him day and night, I would not give up his body for burial, I thought my friend would come back because of my weeping." speaks.

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Wed, 10 Sep 2008 11:25:00 GMT

What do you do when you don't see the one person you care about? What if they become a stranger? Then what do you do. When you can't even think ofwhatto do

My god she's got issues and I gotta pay.

Tue, 09 Sep 2008 22:52:32 GMT

So life is flat lining. Borderline insanity flat lining, that is.
Beeeeeeeeeeep. That's my life. I need some CPR.
Something that isn't homework. or band. or homework.

I think I need a hobby.
I don't think texting counts.
Maybe I should paint or something.
Ahahahahahahahahahhahaa. Funny.
Jared says I should knit and make him a little shoe.
I think I wanna give up pop. but it's harder than it sounds for me.
Thank god I drink diet pop or else I'd weigh like, 43820984320 lbs.

Do you know how many times I've tried to make a collage and get bored after about 10 minutes?
I don't think I've successfully made one, ever.
Along with jigsaw puzzles.

I dunno. If you have a suggestion as to how I can be Kelly Hobby, you let me know.
And I will have nothing to do with Hobby Lobby.
That place is from the devil.
Don't ask why. It just is. It's awful. Atrocious.

Wed, 03 Sep 2008 00:41:30 GMT

And now I realize I have no one to look up to in life.

I guess you don't really need a role model.
I guess you should only look to yourself.

Life is but a game.

Throw me under a motorhome, not the bus. He is still very, very dead.

Tue, 19 Aug 2008 19:41:31 GMT

So lately I'm determined to drive my ass off to get my license by the end of the month.
Is it going to happen? Probably not. Sorry to every one who claims me their chauffeur bitch. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>Chittychittychoochoo.
So I feel guilty about being rather happy while all my friends are struggling with their stuff. I try to help. But I am so damn happy lately. I have everything. Honestly. I do. I have the best boyfriend, ever. I love him to death. I have the best friends ever who support me for everything. My family is, okay. Haha. And to me, that's having it all. That is all I need. No drama, just fun.
I still have to finish crap for my Honor's summer homework. Ouch. That should be fun, right. I didn't even read the ending of the book, I looked it up. Anyway. I hate that book.
Oh and, post band camp is no go. I hate it. All I feel like doing is goof off with everyone. And I do. Then we get yelled at. It's great, right. I remember everything. I'm just waiting for everyone else to. Mostly the basses. Anyway. I should start reading manga again so I have something to do with this spare time besides write things that no one even reads. I basically just drive myself crazy.
OhOh. And I plan to have an open closet take all. That means, everyone can come over and raid my closet because it is so damn full of clothes. Well. I might stop everyone in the process and be like 'MY CLOTHES.' But it's worth a shot. Most of my friends/lovers have one of my shirts anyway.. Most have two, actually. At least two.
And what's with everyone talking smack about everyone? Okay, if you're going to talk about OTHER people behind their backs, you're bound to get smacked by karma and get talked about yourself. It's called logic and the human processes of bitchiness and retaliation. So don't whine when people talk crap about you, take it in stride. Or at least that's what I try to do (usually doesn't work). Guess I should take my own advice. I usually don't. I just give it. I suppose that makes me a hypocrite, right? Oh well. Think what you want.

End blathering. =]

stfffuuu yooouuuu hoeeeeeee. Yeah, shut the FUCK up.

Sun, 17 Aug 2008 03:42:26 GMT

Dear stupid ass bitches,
Its not my decision to decide what decisions you make in high school, but don't you think its rather dumb to be drinking, smoking, and humping your life away before you're even legal? No? Okay, maybe its just me, damn me and my motivation to get somewhere in life. Obviously you have none. Not a concern about the future. Do you care about college? No wait, you're probably going to SC4 to become a pharmacist (No offense to pharmacists out there.) or a nurse (none to the nurses either). I would rather die than have you be in charge of my life if I end up in the hospital. Honestly, I prefer you to be bagging my groceries, or wait, they now have machines that can do that. So it looks like youre fucked and working at BK or McDicks. Ouch. Thats no good for the complexion is it?
I bet your mother would love to see those pictures of you on myspace with a beer in one hand, and a cigarette in the other. Haha, I hope you get busted. Look, if you're going to do it, don't publicize it. Thats just plain stupid. It doesn't take a genius to look at your profile.
Arent you great? You're right, fuck school. Fuck the future! Heres to now, and lowering your brain cell count.

Its Survey Thursday!

Thu, 10 Apr 2008 23:41:57 GMT

*THE HAWTEST MYSPACE SURVEY*
**ABOUTME***
What is your name?:	Kelly.
Do you have any nicknames?:	Kitten Cakes, To-Morrow, Kelleth.
When is your birthdate?:	July 12
What's your birthplace?:	Warren.
What's your current location?:	St. Clair.
What's your hair color?:	Blonde.
What's your eye color?:	Blue.
Do you have any piercings?:	Ears.
Do you have any tatoos?:	Not yet.
What's your ethnicity?:	Caucasion.
What's your heritage?:	Lithuanian/Polish/French
Do you have any siblings?:	One.
Do you have any pets?:	Four.
What school do you go to?:	MV.
...FavOritEs...
Food?:	Nachoes, Cheesy Poofs. =D
Candy?:	Reeses Peanutbutter eggs <3 Loovvee.
Icecream?:	Birthday cake, Play dough.
Drink?:	Diet Pepsi.
Color?:	Teal.
Number?:	Thirty-six.
Season?:	Autumn/Fall.
Football Team?:	I could care less.
School Subject?:	Engrish.
Parent?:	Thats mean.
Store?:	Old Navy, Ulta, TJ Maxx.
Clothing Brand?:	Not picky.
Sport?:	Soccer.
Male Celebrity?:	Hm, indifferent.
Female Celebrity?:	Once again, indifferent.
Holiday?:	Halloween.
Book?:	Harry Potter, Twilight series.
TV Show?:	The Office, ANTM, Project Runway.
Movie?:	The Lost Boys.
Childhood Toy?:	Legos, Barbies, Emma the dog.
< This or That >
Kisses or Hugs?:	A really good hug.
Laugh or Cry?:	Laugh.
City or Country?:	City.
Chocolate or Vanilla?:	Vanilla.
NYC or LA?:	I wouldnt know, I havent been to either.
Coke or Pepsi?:	Diet Pepsi.
Up North or Down South?:	South.
Beach or Pool?:	Beach.
Hot or Cold?:	Cold.
Sunny or Rainy?:	Rainy.
Shake Ya Tailfeather or Shake Your Laffy Taffy?:	Neither.
Polka Dots or Stripes?:	Both. =D
Baskin Robbins or Dairy Queen?:	DQ something different. Ahaha. I crack myself up.
Twist or Shout?:	Shout.
NFC or AFC?:	Neither, football, blah.
Family or Friends?:	Both.
Boys or Girls?:	Boys.
McDonalds or Burger King?:	Taco Bell.
Chocolate Milk or White Milk?:	White.
Love or Money?:	Lurrvvee with money <$3
Fantasy or Reality?:	Fantasy.
Abercrombie or Hollister?:	Dont make me vomit.
Hamburgers or Hotdogs?:	Hamburger.
Ketchup or Mustard?:	Catsup, yo.
Day or Night?:	Night.
Rap or Country?:	Neither.
Prep or Emo?:	Neither, labels are for soups.
Sweet or Tart?:	Tart.
Blonde or Brunette?:	Blonde, because I am.
Cats or Dogs?:	Both.
Indoors or Outdoors?:	Both.
<3 L.O.V.E <3
Have you ever been in love?:	I am.
With whom?:	Thomas <3
What is true love?:	Not sure.
Does love at first site exist?:	No, thats lust.
Do you have a bf or gf?:	Yes.
What is your sexual orientation?:	Straight like ruler, rawr.
Is there such a thing as fairytales?:	No, not really. Thats why theyre fairytales, am I correct?
Have you ever been cheated on?:	He tried.
Have you ever cheated?:	Never.
Have you ever cried over a guy/girl?:	Yep.
Do you have a crush?:	Obviously its a bit more than that.
On who?:	Tom =]
Ever been kissed?:	Duhh.
Are you a virgin?:	Hell yes.
How far have you gone?:	Thats none of your business.
Ever hooked up with someone of the same sex?:	Thats disgusting.
Do you want to get married?:	Maybe.
Do you want to have kids?:	Maybe.
How do you feel about "friends with benefits"?:	Yeah right, feelings are always involved.
Would you ever consider having an open relationship with someone?:	Im way too jealous to ever do anything like that.
:::In a Boy / Girl:::
Hair Color?:	Doesnt matter.
Eye Color?:	Green/Hazel-ish.
Height?:	Tall.
Most Important Personality Trait?:	Sincerity.
Looks or Personality?:	Both.
?Random Questions?
Do you think you're attractive?:	Nope.
Do you do drugs?:	Nope.
Smoke?:	Nope.
Drink?:	Nope.
Are you friends with people who do?:	Kind of.
If you could meet any athlete, who would it be?:	I could care less.
Do you like coffee?:	No.
What do you want to be when you grow up?:	Interior designer, architect, band director, among other things.
How many times a day do you brush your teeth?:	Twice.
Have you ever had braces?:	Nope.
Do you wear contacts or glasses?:	I have both. Mostly glasses.
Does God exist?:	I dont believe so.
What is your religion?:	Agnostic.
What is your clothing style?:	Er, I wear clothes.
Do you believe in life on other planets?:	Well, if the universe is so vast, then yes.
Do you wish on stars?:	Shooting ones.
Are you pro-life?:	Im kind of on the fence.
Do you support the death penalty?:	For extreme cases.
Do you support gay marriage?:	Yes.
How do you want to die?:	Something amazing, and have my guts spew on everyone =D
Do you have any regrets?:	Yes, I dont give bullshit about NO REGRETS OMG.
Does karma come back and get you?:	Yes, ten times worse.
Have you ever been sent to jail?:	No.
Have you ever lied?:	No, Im freaking Honest Abe. Of course I have.
Are you honest?:	I try to be.
When is your bedtime?:	Whenever, in my opinion.
Have you ever cheated on homework?:	Yes, see, when you forget about homework that normally takes 2 hours to do...
How late do you sleep until?:	Eleven if I have the chance.
Are you vegetarian?:	No.
Do you have a job?:	I wish. Working on it.
Are you rich?:	Far from it.
Who is the funniest comedian?:	Dane Cook.
Is your hair naturally curly or straight?:	Straight like arrow.
Do you go to tanning beds?:	Nooo.
What is your natural hair color?:	Blonde.
Do you die your hair?:	No.
Do you get along with your parents?:	Somewhat.
What is your most prized possesion?:	I have quite a few.
What thing do you have an obsession for?:	Hmm, not sure.
How many shoes do you own?:	Quite a few.
Are you usually a happy person?:	I try to be.
Take this survey \| Find more surveys Bzoink - The Original Survey Site

When we get to the Desert it's out, out, out!

Wed, 05 Mar 2008 21:04:35 GMT

Okay, so I'm skimming across myspace today. Realizing how much I hate it. Yet, I get on it every day. So anyway. I click on someone's profile, someone I don't even like, but am friends with. And I'm just looking. and I see their friends, which most of their titles say something like BLANK HEARTS BLANK!!!!!!!! and I realized that also drove me crazy.
Wow, okay. We get it, for once in your pathetic life, you have a boyfriend, but do you REALLY need to broacast it in such a manner that it makes you look like a desperate douche? Okay, so maybe you are a desperate douche, but does that really make it okay? Not in my book, but who cares about my book? Question, question, question. So anyway. I click on their profile, just to see, and their err, what's that thing called? The quote next to the picture, is also filled with 'I LOVEEVEJKLFJSDLKJ' Yeah, okay, wow. I cringe. Sorry, I don't know, maybe I have issues, but I have a boyfriend, and I haven't even thought of doing that. I find it ridiculous, and it's not because I lack emotion or whatever. I frickin' love this kid, he knows it, I know it, so why broadcast it on Myspace? But then again, I suppose I just broadcasted it on LJ, oopsey.
What other problems do I have with people's Myspace names? I can handle the scene kids who have things like Carl Catastrophic, but I can't handle Carl [HAS HAD IT WITH UR BULSHIT!!!!]. These are the people who change their name everyday, and let you know what the hell is going on with their ever changing relationship everyday of the week. One day, [I LUV U!!!!!] the next day, they're broken up, and it goes on and on, making it even MORE annoying. It makes me want to message them and say "Why don't you just break it off? Obviously you fight every other day or when the weather is bad, so honestly, I'm sick of seeing your myspace name change."
I know the easy solution would be to delete them all, but I'm too damn lazy. Instead I'll just bitch about it. It's what I do.

It's like Apocolypto!

Thu, 21 Feb 2008 22:35:50 GMT

I was going to write something in here...And I forget.

Oh shit.

So here's to nothing, and all it's nothingness.
Oh what a beautiful thing.

Why am I unhappy?

How many windows are in your room?
Two.

What color are your walls?
Purple.

Hardwood floor, tile, or carpet?
Nasty carpet.

Do you get ready for the day in your room or the bathroom?
Bathroom, my room is collddd.

What size bed do you have?
Twin.

What does your comforter look like?
Blue and green.

Is your room big?
Pft.

Is it clean?
Yeaaaah right.

Have you ever "done it" in your room?
Erm, no.

Do you have a ceilling fan?
No,It'd decapitate me.

Do you have a night light?
I do, but I don't plug it in unless someone's over.

Do you have the following in your room:
[x] desk
[x] more than 3 sources of light
[ ] phone
[x] chair/dish chair
[x] book shelf
[x] dresser
[x] TV
[x] CD player/stereo
[ ] bean bag chair
[x] computer/laptop
[x] posters
[x] paintings
[x] pictures
[kind of?] walk in closet
[] large mirror
[x] bed
[ ] drumset
[ ] bathroom
[x] clock
[x] clothes on the floor
[x] box of tissues
[x] guitar
[x] lava lamp
[ ] smoke detector
[ ] piano/keyboard
[ ] bongos
[x] a bin
[x] locking door
[x] can of soda
[x] bottle of water
[x] playstation or another game source
[ ] a blacklight
[ ] something about your own country
[x] medals
[x] trophies
[x] awards
[ ] water polo ball
[x] soccer ball
[ ] softball stuff
[ ] beach ball
[ ] over 100 cds
[ ] surround sound
[ ] sofa
[ ] empty liquor bottles
[ ] flag
[ ] stop sign
[ ] caution tape
[ ]paintball gun
[ ]dog bed
[ ] picture of your gf/bf by your bed
[x] calendar

Valentine's day can suck it.

Thu, 14 Feb 2008 22:43:26 GMT

If you could be a character in any novel, who would you be?
Hermione Granger, that lucky bitch.

What outdoor activity do you consider the most dangerous?
I have no idea. Running into jagged rocks? Harassing hippos?

What is your favorite genre of movies?
Anything remotely weird and funny.

Do you have a good memory?
For the most part.

If you were any animal, what would you be?
Fish.

What animal do you enjoy seeing most at the zoo?
Giraffes.

What is it about you that people find most irresistable?
Nothing.

If you could coach any pro sports team, which one would it be?
Blahhhh.

Fill in the blank- I could probably bench ______pounds
Who knows.

What is the best restaurant that you've ever been to?
I don't know.

When was the most embarassing moment of your life?
I can't even pick.

What do you think God's name is?
Phosphatase.

Name one thing that is too serious to joke about.
The Holocaust.

What is your favorite museum?
I dunno.

How many pillows do you like to sleep with at night?
Three.

If you were to have cosmetic surgery, what part of your body would you have operated on?
My ass.

What would you like your last words to be?
Fuck you. Ahahahahahahaha.

What is your favorite video game?
I dunno. Tetris?

What makes you most confident?
Nothing.

If you were to make yourself more "alternative" what would you do?
Eh, I don't know.

What would you like your nickname to be?
I don't car.

What is your greatest environmental concern?
Well, everything, I don't wanna die.

Where is the most romantic place to find your soulmate?
I don't really give a shit.

If you could change one thing about airlines to make your flights more enjoyable, what would it be?
Nicer bathrooms. No rapid smells.

How would the dictionary define the person you got this from?
Bitchy, Sarcastic, Kelly's sister =]

What song reminds you most of the disco era?
Eh.

What do you regard as the most repulsive form of music?
Country.

If you could add one feature to your car, what would you pick?
Well, I'd like it to be tangible.

What is the first thing that comes to your mind when you hear the word "police"?
THE Police.

What is the most disturbing sound in the world?
I dunno. Janis Joplin?

What celebrity do you resemble most?
No one.

If you could change one event in the course of history, what would it be?
I dunno.

What muscle would you flex if you wanted to intimidate someone?
Hmmm. Not sure?

What luxury would you like to enjoy just once?
To be able to do whatever the fuck I want for once.

When was your most gratifying moment?
I don't know.

If you were to write a book, what would it be about?
I don't know.

What three food items would combine to make the most disgusting concoction ever?
Chocolate chip cookies, Tabasco sauce, Pickles.

What is your favorite time of day?
Night.

On a scale from one to ten, how would you rate your health?
Pffftt.

If your picture showed up on America's most wanted, what crime would you have probably have committed?
Throwing ceramic hearts at old people.

What sport is not in the Olympics that should be?
Marching band, dur.

What is your favorite type of cookie?
Coco Crispie.

Is there anyone/anything in the world that you would sacrifce your life for? Who/What?
Yes, my family, I suppose, and a select few.

If you were running for mayor of your city, what three words would comprise your slogan?
You are Screwed.

What does your breath smell like right now?
Probably disgusting. Not that i care, I'm not going anywhere.

What was your favorite book growing up?
Too many.

If you could project yourself into the past, where would you go?
I dunno.

Fill in the blank - I would eat 20 live cockroaches if they were covered with_____
Cake.

What is your favorite professional sports stadium?
Blaahh.

How proficient are you in car repair?
You're kidding, right?

If you could travel back to 1492 what advice would you give Columbus?
THAT'S CUBA, DIPSHIT.d

What do you do when you want to have a good time?
Pft.

What is one thing that you'd like to tell someone?
You're stupid and only think about yourself. Goddamn.

How many hours do you watch TV a week?
Like I know.

When is the angriest you've ever been?
Hahaha.

If you had to model your life after someone, who would it be and why?
I don't care.

What is your favorite cartoon movie?
Furn Gulley.

What is the longest you have ever gone without taking a shower?
Eh, who knows.

If you wore a necklace with an emblem on it, what would it be?
Something amazing.

What doctor do you dread seeing the most?
My doctor for my Diabetes.

Who is your favorite television animal?
What now?

When you look back on old photos of yourself, what age do you find most embarassing?
Eck, 6th grade.

If you were to wipe off one country off the map, which would you choose?
Bah.

What musical instrument have you always aspired to play?
All of them.

What is the worst piece of clothing someone could wear?
Bandanna shirt when you have 875903 rolls.

What group of people are you most offended by?
Bah.

If you had to cover your bedroom walls with wall paper displaying someone's face, who would it be?
I don't know.

What national park have you always wanted to visit?
Pft.

Approximately how many times a day do you look at yourself in the mirror?
I don't know, nor do I care.

What historical figure would you most like to talk to?
You mom.

if you owned a restaurant, what type of food would you serve?
Eh, I don't know.

What is the best costume you ever wore for halloween?
Probably my poodle one.

What is your biggest regret in life?
Ha. Being conceived by such ignorant people

If 50 people in your age group were selected randomly, how many do you think you would find leading a happier life than yours?
32

What is your worst habit?
Nail biting.

What is your worst school subject
Gym. Hahahahaha.

If you didn't live in the city that you're living in now, what city would you be living in?
Somewhere better.

What is one common food that you refuse to eat?
I don't know.

What is your best chance of becoming famous?
Pft.

What TV show are you embarassingly addicted to?
Gossip Girl.

If you were put into a boxing ring knowing that you would defeat your opponent, who would you fight?
Sometimes I think my madre.

Who is your favorite super hero?
No one.

What do you need more of right now?
Nicer parents.

What is your biggest dream?
Pft.

What profession have you always admired?
Crazy people.

What is your favorite city?
I don't know.

What one person would you trust the most with your most prized possession?
No one.

What is the meanest thing someone could say to you?
Pft.

If you were given a canvas and watercolors, what would you paint?
I suck at painting, so it doesn't matter.

What sitcom family would you like to be a member of?
None.

What is your favorite thing about your country?
I dunno.

If you could choose your optimal weight, what would it be?
115.

What are you a self-proclaimed expert at?
Absolutely nothing.

What is the most common compliment people give you?
Nothing.

The most common insult?
Ha.

How many times a week do you read your horoscope?
I dunno.

What commercial do you find the most annoying?
Free Credit Report . com.

What talent do you have that most people don't know about?
Nada.

Hey man, don't you touch my belt.

Sun, 27 Jan 2008 22:51:35 GMT

Now I have this mucus-y hacking cough.
Woooo. I guess that means that it's almost over, but it sounds like a smoker's cough. And if it doesn't, it hurts like a bitch.
Well, that's okay. As long as I don't get sick again.
And I've almost successfully peeled off another layer of nail polish, which I put on last night. Goddammit. I can't leave anything alone. I guess it's not like it's anything important.
So at the nursing home there used to be two cages with two pairs of birds, and they would sing and they seemed all happy with their mates and everything. Then the one's mate died. So they put him in the cage with the other pair, making him third wheel. I dunno, I felt for the little bird, you know? Then the other bird's mate died. So now there are two mismatched birds living together, but somehow, to someone like me, they seem so alone. They don't sing anymore. They look so sad. I dunno, I'm crazy. I can't imagine.

Then. I'm in Walmart. And I seriously wonder how many times the word "fuck" crosses people's minds as they grocery shop in such a crowd.
Just put it in front of all these statements:
I lost my kid. I can't find what my kid wanted. What did he say? That bitch took my cart. There goes my purse. No oranges? That bitch cut me off. Why is this so expensive? I've been caught shoplifting. I forgot my list at home. I can't read this. I can't get past these heifers. Why are old ladies so slow? What is that kid doing? I have to be here in x amount of minutes. I can't find it. That bitch cut me off AGAIN. This coupon expired yesterday? Since when did they up the price? What the hell is all over this box? Someone's already opened this box. Where'd my money go?

I could come up with more.
Anyway, I'm done.

Oh, get out the butcher's knife.

Sun, 27 Jan 2008 01:56:38 GMT

What is your favorite song of all time?
I can't just pick.

least favorite song in the world?
I dunno, there's probably a top 5 for that.

If you could choose your ethnicity what would you choose?
White is good, I suppose.

If a tree fell down in the forrest and hit a mime, would it make a sound?
The mime would frickin' scream.

What is your favorite Shakespearean play?
I dunno.

How do you tell if you are in love or just in lust?
Because, lust is when you think about their body and getting into their pants at all times.

If you could make any junk food super-nutritious, which one would you pick?
Ice cream.

Do you like to go online everyday?
For the most part.

How far do you drive to school/work every day?
10-15 I don't remember exactly.

What do you want?
A lot.

where were you born?
Warren.

Jennifer Aniston or Angelina Jolie?
Jenn.

die with wealth, or a loved one?
Loved, I suppose.

Last film seen.
The Messengers.

What is your ideal pizza?
Sausage and tomato.

Look to your left: What do you see?
Fridge.

What are you wearing right now?
Hoodie and pink pajama pants.

My place or yours?
Yours.

Scotland or Italy
Italy.

Apple juice or orange juice?
OJ.

Where in the world do you feel the safest?
Hm. A panic room? =D

Relationships or hook ups?
Relationship.

Have you ever been on vacation outside the U.S.?
Nah.

What are you looking forward to this summer?
License, no school, funnn =]

Ice Cream or Sherbert?
Ice cream.

Sex before marriage or after marriage??
Depends.

Biggest regret?
Haha.

Two sports I played in middle school?
Blah.

College degree in what?
What.

Favorite hard liqour?
Eck.

Family or friends?
Friends.

Are you self obsessed?
No.

Who Are Your Best Friends?
They should know by now.

Why do you go on facebook?
Because, I love facebook.

who is the person you love the most?
Well, hmm, let's start by saying he's my boyfriend and he's cute =]

imagine your homeroom teacher with a bikini on..
Ms. Odell. WTF.

What I dislike most about the general public is..
The masses are ignorant.

Is there any circumstance where cheating is okay?
No. Well, okay, if Chino was trying to seduce me, maybe ;D

Biggest turn off?
Smell.

Looks or Personality?
Personality.

Biggest turn on?
Hair.

What is love?
Baby don't hurt me. =D

Jeans or shorts?
Jeans.

Are you a good friend or not?
I'm...pretty good.

Do you currently like anyone?
Dur.

Do you like thunderstorms?
They're amazing.

What happened if you were interviewed and it never ended?
Wait, what? Wouldn't I still be in the interview?

Do you like/drink coffee?
Nah.

Winter or summer?
Neither.

What kind of car do you drive?
Don't have it yet.

What are your "comfy clothes"?
Sweats.

if you were one of the seven dwarfs, who would you be?
Grumpy. Duh.

Do you believe in heaven and hell?
No.

Is this boring?
Yes.

Rolling Stones or Beatles?
The Beatles.

What color are your eyes?
Blue.

Coke or Pepsi?
Pepsi.

What is the name of your truest friend?
Carly.

If you could time travel, what would be your first stop?
Jesus, I dunno.

What is your natural hair color?
Blonde.

How many people are in your family?
Four.

Favorite hot drink?
Diet pepsi.

City or the suburbs?
Depends.

Are you fed up of all these questions?
Nah.

What is your favorite color?
Teal.

beach or mountain?
Mountain.

left handed or right handed?
Right.

Why are you taking this interview?
You mean survey?

do you plan in advance
No, I suck at it.

What attracts you most?
Hair.

Do you hold hands when you walk in public?
Sometimes.

If you have friends coming for supper what would you cook?
I'd probably just order something.

If you won the lottery, how would you spend your millions?
I'll tell you when I get it.

If you could time travel to the past to correct any mistakes you feel youve made would you?
No.

Do you believe that the cup is half empty or half full?
Half full as of now.

Who was your hero as a child?
I don't remember.

What do you do for fun?
Anything.

Are you an outdoor or an indoor person
Depends on the weather.

Do you own any pets, and if so what do you have?
Cat. Bird. Rabbits.

Who do you admire most?
I dunno.

When do you plan on getting married?
Not anytime soon.

Get the number or give the number?
Give.

Romance or Kinky Sex?
Depends.

How do you feel?
Just fine.

What size shoe do you wear?
6-7

Water or 100% Juice?
I like juice.

T-Mobile, U.S. Cellular, Cingular/AT&T, or Sprint/Nextel?
I have Sprint/Nextel

Would you rather be hot or cold?
Cold.

Favorite Place to Eat?
Where ever.

What is your favorite clothing brand?
Ehh, I don't have a preference.

Do you support Paris?
Whatever?

Where is Waldo?
Laying on my bed ;D

What was your last thought?
ehhhhh.

Firefox, Internet Explorer, Netscape, or other?
Firefox ftw.

Who are you going to vote for in 2008?
Obamaaaaaaaaa. If I could vote.

Juice and crackers or milk and cookies?
Milk and cookies. I am a fatass =D

Favorite fruit?
Pomegranates

Which is worse? A bad laugh or a bad cough?
Well, I have the bad laugh. So I guess a bad cough.

Are you a cat or a dog person?
I love them all.

Would you rather be blind or deaf?
How about neither.

Define yourself in 3 words...
Obnoxious, stubborn, entertaining.

Do you eat cold cereal at night?
If I want to.

What is your favorite TV show?
House, The Office, Degrassi, Project Runway, etc.

Kill the spider or let it out?
Let it out.

Do you shower every single day?
For the most part.

Walking past a beggar, spare change or ignore?
If I have the change, I would. If I don't, I walk by and feel horrible.

Where do you want to travel next?
Japan.

What would you do if Michael Jackson asked you out?
Run away screaming.

What is your favorite food?
I can't really say. I have no idea.

Do you read harry potter books?
Hellz yeah.

What is your favorite place?
- idk.

If you could have one super human power what would you choose?
Mind reading.

Have you had a beer in the last week?
No.

Vitamin Water or Gatorade?
Hmmm.

Favorite body part?
I dunno.

Flip flops or sandles?
Flip flops.

What do you do on fridays?
Whatever.

How tall are you?
5'3"

Maybe I could do it, If I put my back into it.

Sat, 26 Jan 2008 22:24:11 GMT

Is there anything cynical about pissing in a Brita filter?
No. There isn't. Don't deny it. you want to know what would happen.
Would there be water? Would you drink it?
I wouldn't. It'd probably taste like the ocean =D
Well, piss IS cleaner than your face. Just so you know.
Oh jesus. Make it stop.

I'm thinking about taking a bath.
Then again, what's fun about sitting in a giant tub of water filled with your filth? I suppose I just took a shower this morning, but still, eck.
Same with hot tubs. Ever since I heard they were like a breeding ground for infections and bacteria, I don't ever want to go in one again.
I know right?

Takeoneee for the team.
I slept all day yesterday, and all night.
So I'm full of frickin' energy and I have nothing to channel it with.

Solo and Ensemble is like, two weeks from now. I'm going to piss myself
I'm so freakin' scared that it's going to be like last year.
I could cry. AH! If the fat man's there, I'll just turn and walk out, pay my piano accompanist and tell her she has the next half hour off.

I am all the days you chose to ignore.

Sun, 20 Jan 2008 03:41:00 GMT

Blaaah. Each day keeps going downhill.
So today, I wake up and am told we're going to Romeo. So I'm like okay cool. Let's go. Then. Turns out the parental unit decided against it and so we drove around looking at surround systems. Thanks for informing me.
On top of that. I had the cramps from Hell. I couldn't sit, stand, or lay down. So basically I had to keep moving around. Even when I took something, it still felt like hell. Then about 3:30 I fell asleep, woke up at 7.
Damn. What a great Saturday, right?

So here are some surveys....

1. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
Eh. Not really.

2. A big poofy dress or a short party dress?
Depends.

3. What would you do if you received a long love letter?
Err, read it?

4. Group dates or single dates?
I prefer group.

5. Do you hate it when guys act different around their friends?
You come to expect it.

6. Are diamonds a girl’s best friend?
Not, they're cold and hold no emotion.

7. Is your hair up or down today?
Up.

8. Do you straighten your hair?
Religiously.

9. Favorite mascara?
Hmmm. I forget what it is.

10. Do you get your nails done?
Pft, yeah right.

11. Small or large purses?
Large.

12. In your purse, what are your must haves?
Cell, iPod, wallet, diabetes shit, a book, iPod charger, gameboy.

13. Jeans or sweats?
Jeans.

14. Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that’s uncomfortable?
What's the point in that?

15. Do you text message a lot?
Umm, not too much.

16. What would you do if you got pregnant?
Freak out. Let's not even talk about that.

17. What’s your favorite color?
Teal.

18. Heels or flats?
Depends.

19. Did you ever cry during a romantic movie?
The Notebook.

20. Would you ever leave the house without make-up on?
Depends what I'm doing.

21. Walmart or Target?
Target.

22. Do you wear collared shirts?
Occasionally.

23. Do you like preppy boys?
Not really.

24. Do you think lip gloss is the best!?
Umm, no.

25. Do you own any big sunglasses?
Sure.

26. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
Depends. 15-40. Haha.

27. Do you like to wear band-aids?
Depends what they are =]

28. Do you like skater boys?
Um. What.

29. Do you often wish there was something you could change?
Not now.

30. Gold or silver?
Silver.

31. Do you like to receive flowers?
I don't really care.

32. Do you like surfer boys?
Wtf.

33. Do you dress up for the holidays?
Not really.

34. Do you like to wear dresseses?
....No.

35. On a scale of 1-10 how much do guys confuse you?
7

36. In the last 48 hours have you hung out with a guy?
Yep.

37. Would you date a guy shorter than you?
Er, no, because then they'd probably be a legal midget.

38. Do you like to hold hands?
Ehhh, soso.

39. What is the youngest you would date?
It's gotta be in a year range.

40. What is the oldest you would date?
Ugh, year range.

41. What do you notice when you first meet a guy?
Hair.

42. Is it hott when guys sweat?
Not with two t's. It can be gross.

43. What is the best feature in a guy?
Personality.

44. Do you like making eye contact?
I suckkk at it.

46. Would you kill for chocolate?
No, I'll kill chocolate.

47. Did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy?
What's the point in that?

48. On a scale from 1-10 how fun is shopping?
It all depends on what it is.

49. Do you freak out if you miss your favorite show?
If it's for something stupid. Like pep band.

50. Do you yell a lot?
Errr, yeah.

51. Do you wear sweatpants/pajamas to school/work?
Depends what mood I'm in.

52. Have you ever dressed unlike yourself to impress a guy?
Once again. What is the point in that?

53. Do you write a lot of mushy love poems?
Err, mushy is not my style.

54. What makeup could you not live w/ out?
Well, I could almost not live without eyeliner.

55. Do you fall in love easily?
Nah.

56. Do you have cramps?
Yes, actually, thanks for asking.

57. Do you think you have the bestest friend ever?
I do. I don't have to think.

1. Three words to describe how you're feeling right now?
Cramped up, awake, lonely.

2. What time did you wake up this morning?
9:30.

3. How many hours of sleep did you get?
8.

4. What are you currently doing?
This, obviously.

5. Have you kissed someone within the past two weeks?
Nahh.

6. Have you told anyone you loved them lately?
Yeah, actually.

7. Have you ever been in love?
Good question.

8. Do you like anybody?
Obviously.

9. Do you miss anybody?
Yes D=

10. Do you have plans for tomorrow?
Nursing home, study session with Carly.

13. What are you listening to right now?
Uhn

14. Are you a generally clean or messy person?
clean.

15. Have you kissed anyone on your top friends?
on the cheek. (:

16. Have you ever liked anyone on your top friends?
yup.

19. Do you find members of the opposite sex confusing?
veryy.

20. Is there anyone you wish you could be with right now?
yes.

21. Does that person wish they could be with you right now?
probably not.

22. Are you going to be alone tonight?
yeah.

23. When is the last time you saw a movie in theaters?
last night.

26. Is there something you wish you could tell someone but cant?
ugh, yupp.

27. What are you doing tonight?
nothing.

28. What is one thing you can't wait for?
summer.

29. How has the week been?
gay.

30. Do you have best friends?
well, idk if i would consider them that...

31. When is the last time you saw number 1 on your top?
idk. yesterday at school.

33. What's a lyric from the song you're listening to?
no music.

34. What are you happy about?
nothing right now.

35. What is your favorite movie?
can't choose.

36. What is to your right?
dirty clothes.

37. What did you do yesterday?
hung out with trevor, and aisha.

39. What are you proud of?
nothing really.

40. Who do you have a crush on?
It's not a crush, he's mine =]

44. Where is she/he?
With his friends.

46. Who is the last person you hugged?
Tom.

47. Who is the last person you shared a bed with?
Kathleen.

48. What's the next sporting event you'll watch?
Umm, who knows. Quizbowl? Hahaaaaaaa.

49. Who's the last person you hung out with?
No one.

50. Who made you mad last?
My parents

Go get your knife. Now kiss me.

Tue, 15 Jan 2008 00:35:10 GMT

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
Didn't I say something last night about studying?
Yeah, forget that.
Damn it all to hell.
I'm so sick of school.

Oh, I could float here forever.
Not really. Right here is shit.
Rats! Rats! Rats!

Haha. Well, anyway.
I'm drinking my last Diet Cranberry Sierra Mist.
Which marks the end of the holidays, officially.
And I'm completely sad.
Well, I'll choose some parting words. They are:

There's too much effort in what you don't want.

EVERYTHING IS FINE.

I couldn't feel her, and it was just a game. Cuz I was lonely, and she was crazy.

Mon, 14 Jan 2008 01:32:34 GMT

Dododododooooo. Boring life.

My playing test is tomorrow.
Oh god. Why didn't I practice more?
Honestly. I hardly practiced.
Shit. I'm screwed. Screweeeddddddddddd.
I forgot that my whole semester relies on this.
Oh man, I'm smart.
How much stupidity can one person hold?
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I am going to die.

I hate school so much.
Finals are next week.
Fuck.
I'm done for.
I guess I'm going to have to hardcore study every night of my life.
2 subjects a night.
Review review review.
I should've started last month.
And I thought the pressure was over.
Not.

I can't even make mac and cheese, it tastes shit ass.
What the hell.
What am I going to do?
Besides freak out.

Well, next weekend is ruined. I am studying my ass off.
Until my brain turns into puddy and I incoherently mutter geometry proofs and key concepts when people try to speak to me.
What else can I do?
That's right, nothing. Nada.
How dismal.

Goodbye life.

Don't act like I never told you.

Sun, 30 Dec 2007 17:02:35 GMT

Hmm. I hate Sundays, a lot. I'm supposed to be at the nursing home, but my mother decided it'd be awesome to leave me home because I'm "sick." So here I am, hacking up phlegm, eating an orange. I know, the vitamin C is a little late, but I try. My new rule is that if I eat something unhealthy, I have to eat something healthy with it. woo.. Yeah, that'll last about 2 days.
So my life is changing drastically in the past, oh, week or so. It's scaring the shit out of me. So honestly, I'm afraid of drastic decisions, because I'm not in control. How pathetic is that? Oooh, well. I guess I just need time to think, or something along that line. But there's nothing to think about. The thinking's done, and I'm left stalling. For no reason. I know what I want. But there's always something holding me back.

I'll change it all.

What's the worst thing about hugs?
When you're hugging someone that sucks at hugging.

Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Never.

What did your day consist of?
Nothing, so far.

Did you talk to anybody random?
Err, it's morning.

Did any particular thing brighten up your day?
It's morning.

What's the stupidest thing you've ever done?
Jeez, like I can pick.

If you could hug anyone right now, who would it be & why?
Well let's not answer this one, shall we?

Do you make every decision as if your parents are watching you?
Pft, no.

Have you ever gotten the butterflies?
Yess =]

What were you doing at 12 last night?
Watching Family Guy in bed. WUT.

Do you sleep with socks or shoes on?
No way.

If you could change anything about your past would you?
Yes.

Do you bail on people often?
No, not really.

Do you consider yourself shy?
depends.

Do you consider your best friend attractive?
What kind of question is that?

When was the last time you went ice skating?
A long time ago D= I used to be good.

Describe the perfect girlfriend/boyfriend in 3 words:
Honest, tolerant, affectionatebutnotclingy.

Your team loses -- are you watching the next game?
Of course.

Who was the last person you hugged?
Err, my grandma because she left (finally)

What was the last thing that made you smile?
I'm not sure.

Someone trips in front of you- what do you?
Say "ooooh." then walk around them.

Have you ever failed a class?
No.

A person says they like you--you say:
I usually say something awkward/ change the subject.

Do you like cuddling?
Durrr.

Are you really close with your parents?
Not really.

Do you go hunting?
Nope.

Your friend's pregnant-you say?
Whhhhaattt? that's exactly what I would say.

What's your favorite sport?
Hmm, idk.

Do you plan on dressing up for halloween this year?
that's a long ways away.

What word starts with M?
Moo.

What is your favorite day of the week and why?
Friday, I guess, because of the freedom.

Do you have deja vu often?
All the time.

Has your favorite color ever been pink or blue?
Nope.

Do you believe in true love?
I guess.

How many HOODiES do you own?
Too many.

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months without cheating?
Hellz yeah.

What color are your eyes?
Blue.

What are you doing now?
A whole bunch of nothing.

What is one thing you question a lot?
What is going on?

Do you lead people on?
I try not to, but it happens.

Are you married?
Pft.

Have you ever told someone of the opposite sex that you loved them?
Ugh, yes.

Is there anyone that doesn't like you?
Of course, somewhere.

Do you miss someone?
Yeah sure.

Did any of your friends go out with any of your ex's?
Yes.

Are looks important?
Sure, but not extremely important. I can be repulsed everytime I look at someone.

Are you mad at someone right now?
not really.

Are you talking to anyone?
Nope.

Where do you keep your money?
Wallet, pockets, random spots.

Do you like to sleep alone?
D=

How did you wake up this morning?
When I could no longer breathe through my nose.

Which is more romantic: sunrise or sunset?
Sunrise, in my preference.

Quick say a verse from any song:
"So what the hell was I supposed to do? You only wanted the things I couldn't give to you. And you had them all, anyway."

Would you die for someone?
Depends who it is, of course.

What's the last bone you broke?
My skull. Woooo.

How many letters are in your last name?
Sixx.

Do you love anyone?
My friends, and family.

What book did you read last?
I'm reading "Sweeney Todd" supposed to be reading the book for my book report....

How was your day?
It's only like, 12, it's hardly started.

Do you live near any of your friends?
No. I hate it out here.

Are you scared of spiders?
No.

Do you have any tattoos or piercings?
Just ears.

How do you walk?
...Like a normal person?

What do you think of Fergie?
Ugh.

Do you believe in love?
WASSUP?!

How old do you want to be when you have kids?
I don't really want kids, as of now, so I have no idea.

When was the last time you threw up?
Panic attack, joyyyyy. About a year ago.

Do you curse a lot?
If I'm pissed.

What do you know about the future?
It's gonna alllll change. I can feel it.

Do you hate your last boyfriend/girlfriend?
Yes.

Do you only drink bottled water?
Nope.

Are you happier single or in a relationship?
Single, for the most part.

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
Depends what the crime was.

Do you wish someone would call you?
Yes.

What's something you wish you could understand better?
Myself.

If someone doesn't like you, it's usually because?
I'm a bitch, or too obnoxious.

Would you say you date smart?
Absolutely not, look at the past choices.

What are you excited about?
New Years, I guess.

Kissed someone in the last 24 hrs?
No, I'm sick.

Have you lost friends in the past years?
Yep, but who needs them? I know who the real ones are now.

What did you do three nights ago?
....I have no idea.

Minute freak out.

Wed, 19 Dec 2007 02:05:16 GMT

Well.
I'm going to explode
I hate everything that's going on right now.
That's about all I have to say.
And honestly, I can't believe I felt special for a while.
Fuck. Special
Ha.

Well then.
I wish I could disappear off the face of the earth, if only for a few hours.
Honestly.
I don't know.
GOD.
My brain is going to cave in, along with my emotional
Un-strength. Because I've never had strength in that department anyway.
Fuck.
Special.
I just want...
FUCK.
UGH.
I don't know.I wanna talk. But I don't want to.
I want to just give in, but I can't.
I don't want to go to school. But I have to.
I don't to go through another routine day, but I have to.

I forgot how to spell routine there for a few minutes.
My head is so construed.
I'm like, bursting with thoughts.
Emotions.
Loathing.
Depression.
Being alone.
Destruction.
Back handing some people.
Killing my brain, my eyes. My ears.
Fuck. Just let me forget everything for two seconds.
Before I like, blow a gasket.

And there is nothing I can do.

And realization hit them like a fist. Like THIS. RAAHHH.

Thu, 29 Nov 2007 00:46:13 GMT

WUT.

Watch me crack dat robocop.

Anyway.
So. My life hasn't reassembled as I hoped it would.
In fact, more and more pieces get lost every day it seems.
Hmm. Really, honestly. Now that we're not even on speaking terms.
For no reason, really. I have no idea what happened. I didn't do much of anything.
Righ' so.. I keep trying to sing. HEY. GETGETGETGET GETOVER IT.
Annndd it's not working. So I keep myself busy with word searches

I have nothing to say.
So..Here's my song of the week.
Lot of knots, lot of snags,
lot of holes, lot of cracks lot of crags. Lot of naggin' old hags,
lot of fools, lot of fool scum bags.
Oh it's such a drag, what a chore... oh your wounds are full of salt.
Everything's a stress and what's more, well it's all somebody's fault.

(Hey!) Get, get, get, get, get over it!
Get over it, get over it.

Makes you sick, makes you ill,
makes you cheat, slipping change from the till.
Had it up to the gills... makes you cry while
the milk still spills. Ain't it just a bitch? What a pain...
Well it's all a crying shame. What
left to do but complain? Better find someone to blame.

(Hey!) Get, get, get, get, get over it!
Get over it, get over it.

Got a job, got a life, got a four-door and a faithless wife.
Got those nice copper pipes, got an ex, got a room for the night.
Aren't you such a catch?
What a prize! Got a body like a battle
axe... Love that perfect frown, honest eyes...
We ought to buy you a Cadillac.

(Hey!) Get, get, get, get, get over it!
Get over it, get over it.